Don't go just yet

Yay, everyday's feeling like good and relaxing, getting my life back on tracks feels like the bet thing that has ever happened in a long time. And the past few days were just, awesome i would say.

Saturday was a girls only day out in our attempt to getaway and it was just food, good food, and even better food plus fun for the entire day! Loves the darlings, <3>Three is definitely not a crowd, hahah. Oh, all the catching up and talking and chitchatting, im ejoying every moment.

Sunday was a sequel, and it was all the more better! A house warming to inez house which is totally like a resort environment, feels like you're on holiday, Sweet. The classical music, hotel-like decor, lavender smeling toilet, and the oh-so-good food! Hahah, the only bad thing, too tight security! I wouldn't mind staying home the entire day for that. And yay, another trip to eastcoastpark! I just feel happy and good there, the vibe is fantastic. Another meal of rly good, but spicy food, and good company. And the cheesecake place, nice! Its really good, feels very antique and vintage, I want to go there again. Located in a very ulu pandan area of singapore, but heck, anywhere for food and a very,extremely belated HappyBirthday for the "part-time lover."

I'm going to miss everyone and everything here. I dont want to leave yet, not now, not so soon.

I dislike the idea of not seeing you again,

I hate the thought of being so faraway,

I detest not knowing what's going on,

Im afraid it'll end too soon.

I know she wants You,

So, kannan flew off today and i dont know when will we ever be seeing him next. Didnt manage to see him off, pretty sad cause ill miss him. Instead, headed to the doctors, oh the germs infected area! Took my pills and went home. Boy does drowsiness kill, i totally konked out and slept through, it was a pretty aweome sleep though. And yah, ilovecomfyblankets! You sure have a nice bed, and thanks for the ride. Ilovepeoplewhocandrive too!

And because it was such a rush to leave the house, i forgot about my handphone, and the number of missed calls and mesages! Hah, shuxian was such a dear. Because she couldnt get me, and i wasnt replying her msges, she was worried. I feel like she's my girlfriend. She's so sweet. All the things she does, anytime and anywhere, wouldn't know what i would have done without her the past month!

And yay, i learnt how to do parallel parking, finally! Not that its perfect, but at least i got the method. One more thing, someone flew my kite today, made me wait at cityhall for nothing. At least your attempt in making ammendmendts wasn't too bad. Tomorrow's going to be a fine and good day, i know it!

Anyone want to give me free parking lesons, i would love you even more.

You're on my Radar,

Im determined to keep a regular update so i can look back at my life and remeber whats going on. So today was a day out with the girls.

The plan wasnt much a successful one afterall, and boy that sucked. But i love hanging with them!

So we caught transformers, and i was an hour late. Went in, didnt know what part of the movie we were in. Awkward to pass through strangers, but it was good still. I think the new monster like girl is hotter than megan fox! Cartel was next, cause they had some 50% thingy, but we were conned again. Not exactly discounted, but nevermind. We left pretty soon after, cause everyone was falling asleep. Lets hope our attempt to plan saturday's outing will work out! Im determined to get things right, because for some reason, I really dont like angry,sad and bubbly people. I get scared. And yay to our soontobe pyjamas party, :)

I secretly still want to go many places and do many stuff.

1. Go malaysia again
2. Ice skate
3. Picnic
4. Fly kite
5. Sentosa in the evening
6. Sleepover,
7. Go on rollercoasters and race go-karts
8. Swing and slide

One more thing, I really want my MrBump,

Food is Love,

It was a very unique one of a kind steamboat today.

People had to literally bring the stove and pot, and we had maggie seasoning as our soup base!

So, the ingredients consisted of fishballs and sauages typical then we had unchopped vegetables and mushrooms. And not forgetting about the maggie from which the seasoning was stolen from. Totally one of a kind, but i loved it!

Then, we guitar-heroed again but this time, we did the rock band, world tour was getting way too familiar! These are the days where everything you ever wanted happened on the same day at concurrent times which makes it totally miserable. Then you got to priortise, and sacrifice, i hate to give things up.

So, lets hope i can make it up tomorrow if i get to reschedule my suppposed plans to meet the odac people for lunch. I want to see kannan before he goes, and dorville before she flies! And did i mention, my arms and tighs are aching badly from yoga!

I was thinking, maybe i should get the overrated iphone! Its cheaper too, we'll see. Or, perhaps i'll get back the htc touch, oh the horror and fear of losing it again, :X

You know i Love you,

"You're like a fish in the ocean, Difficult to find."

It's kinda Sweet,

So, i bailed on driving to go malaysia today! Hahah, that was nice, its such a random trip but awesome. Supposedly heading out for yoga, then i got a call,

"Sam! Where you heading for today, staying home?"

"Nope, actually going for my yoga now, why?"

"You wana go JB?"

"You mean like now, now? But ive driving lessons! And my test is coming!"

"Nevermind, just cancel on him, I can give you lessons."

"Hahah, serious?! Ok, lets go, I dont mind."

"Alright, see you in 10mins, Im already on my way to your place actually!"

Then, we went grocery shopping, plenty of food hunting and eating. And, not forgetting the times we went in circles finding for directions. Hahah, i loved every bit of it. I need plenty of this in time to come! Just the way i like it, random.

Its been ages,

So today was pretty much a chill day, my supposed driving at 11am. But the smart instructor forgot to fill in my slot, and for the 3rd time, i went down for nothing. Maybe they should have like a fine or penalty for pulling such stunts on students just like how we would have to pay for not turning up. It only fair that way aint it? So, i called him, and as usual, he was extremely busy and sounded familiarly blur and booked me another slot at 6pm tomorrow.

Oh well, its the only slot available and i badly need to clock lessons! Its like my say, 8th lesson? And my test is like in 12 days?! Not even 2 weeks, and i cant park properly yet, and i havent even book my circuit dates, not to mention et foot on one! Someone tell me that i can still pass at this rate, i want to have my free treat of seafood platter for 2. Thi is totally agonizing me, i need God's grace, and serious bad ass driving lessons for a miracle to happen!

Anyway, as usual, Guitar Hero and Wii is a totaly saviour and it never fails to make my day. Loved the company, loved everything about it, Nice. I think i need more of such outings to make me remember how good life can be with such plain good ol' fun! So call me along next time if you want to guitar hero! You can help make my day too, I'll love you even more.

Oh, oh, oh! And i finally saw huimin. Havent seent the group in ages. And the funny thing was that, all 3 of us went down to find her, at the ame place, but all different times, each missing by only a few minutes. Sometimes i wonder if He was trying to play a trick on us. So, nevermind, i had an awesome meal with her, and totally updated her on my life which she says is always a mystery and that im always lying about things. But one thing i have to mention is her totally wasted and pathetic effort at trying to pry further in which i know i wouldn't let myself fall into any of her schemes! That evil one, you can go figure stuff out yourself.

I still love the bunch, and i do seriously miss them.

Please come back soon from all your trips,

I wouldn't want to say time is bailing on us!

Sometimes, i just need a little more affection

Fight, fight, fight

I realised i've been complaining alot these past few weeks. To a point i think its in excess,

So i've decided to temporarily use this space that Ver made a long time ago for reasons i can barely remember. Speaking of which i haven't spoke to her in ages over silly reasons now that i come to think of it. Then comes the thought of "If Only" i saw past those childishness.

Oh well, Life's been pretty miserable for me the past month.

1. Mostly cause of really insensitive, selfish and not understanding parents,
2. Constantly losing important stuff
3. Irresponsible decision making on my part
4. Trying to figure out the complicated r/s going around.

Because of all these, ive been staying out pretty much most of the time, which i realised only made things a hell lot worst. But i still feel better steering clear from trouble. Camps have not been as fun as before because these days i hardly get to do it with people that i love much!

So, to fill up those empty spaces, we've been hanging out alot and having many late nights which i totally enjoy. Then comes the sadest part where they are either starting school, going off on holidays, doing full-time or having school stuff. This puts an end to all the fun we've had.

The trip to thailand was something i needed to get away from all the stuff annoying me, but the funniest part was all i wanted to do there was to soak up the sun with the sea breeze in my face. But the sea was the nearest yet furthest thing there! Ironic aint it, like how it was just steps outside our hotel, but nvr once did we set foot on the sand.

Pattaya wasn't exactly what i had in mind, but i still want to go back there. Its sleaze factor was literally oozing and totally the place for sexually charged old caucasians with a big beer belly. You can just look at the grin that they have on their faces while tightly clinging onto their obviously underaged toys strolling the street showcasing their prize for the night.

But then again, i totally love the cosy small white house which serves awesome pastries and nicely decorated furniture, much of what i needed. And yah, the totally worth it mantra eat out! The decor was fabulous, the food was perfect, service was efficient, the company was there, if only they brought it back here to Singapore, you'll love it too! Oh, and there was hotel vista too!

Its like the totally chill place to stay, the music, the pool, the entire vibe, i can just stay in there the whole day and it would have felt incredible.

Oh well, wait till i get more pics then i'll upload it here. Bangkok was as usual for me, more shopping, more food. Now that im back, i have a gazillion stuff to settle. Like clothings and accomodation, actually i dont rly know what needs to be done exactly,

But at least i figured some things out, now i can be sure that you're not exactly who they made you out to be, i was right about you all along. I don't know what you are to me, no more.

Nothing, just the way things should be between us.

I don't want to go so soon.